Wednesday, September 18, 2013

A snapshot of motherhood


Funny how photos and other features can evoke completely a time and a place.  I am in the rocker - in my nightgown - and I am holding the very young infant Noah.  Hannah is standing by me with a bib around her neck - not sure if she's just eaten or if she wants to eat.  She was 21 months when Noah was born, so she's a youngster.

I was an "old" mother - 42 when Noah was born.  I'd been through 5 other infants - and Bonny was almost 17, so I had a lot of  help.  But I do remember feeling sometimes like maybe this was for younger women!!

I remember feeding Noah one night - it was close to midnight - and he'd just fallen asleep - and Bonny came in from a date or a stake dance or something.  Of course I wanted to hear her report.  I also wanted to go to sleep.

Choices - what happens when we choose to have kids!

(By the way, I'm certainly glad I "chose" to have all of our children!!  Wouldn't trade any of it!)

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